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I have a boyfriend and we've been together for 4 months. I love him and he loves me. Last month I was put in a mental hospital for attempted suicide. I've been diagnosed with major depression disorder, bi-polar disorder, paranoia and anxiety. Most days I'm really sad and depressed and I keep freaking out that it's going to scare my boyfriend away because it's happened in past ones. He says he loves and and he believes I'll get better but I have a hard time believing him. What can I do? :(
Me:

I understand this. I was put in a psych ward for attempted suicide and I have a panic disorder with paranoia. My last boy said he’d protect me and help me through my disorder…but it got to be to much for him. It hurts when they can’t deal with something you can’t help. Have you been on any anti-depressants?

If someone loves you truly they will fight for you no matter what. My grandma was in an out of psych wards her whole life and my grandpa stuck with her for 65 years. There is hope for us to find someone that accepts us all.